QUEER WOMAN FEELING TERROR SINCE 1992

March 21st, 2026

Okay so it has been a minute (a month) since my last update. We did indeed find another place, and honestly I like it a lot more. The landlord lives right below us and is just like... a Normal Guy. Not a giant corporation, which is nice.
We moved in last Monday and finally had our internet set up. Our shower was broken for a few days, and let me tell you going like five days without a shower after moving suuuuuucks. We still have to move a lot more smaller things out of our old apartment and deep clean it but once we hit April it's finally out of our hands.
I'm really hoping my tax return comes in the next few days because I'm behind on bills and I've had like $10 in my bank account for the past week.
I've also been putting a lot of work into my game, and I'm hoping to have a playable version for testing ready by the summer!
Hoping everything works out and that me and my loved ones aren't kidnapped by the government for the crime of Being Transgender.

Much love,
- Rosemary

Feb 19th, 2026

Horrible news! After paying for the application fees, first month's rent, and a move in fee, and all of us signing a lease, the landlord decided no!
They broke contract and told us to fuck off and then struggled to refund our money.
We did finally get all our money back, however this was super fucked up and illegal of them, and its absolutely fucked that we now have to start the process of finding an apartment while Trans & Disabled TM again. I really hope we dont get discriminated against another three times before we can get into another apartment. Our current place is inaccessible and horrible, and we would rather die than stay here another year, but our current landlord allowing us an extra month (with the rent increase, obviously, that has been going up every year despite the place only getting worse) is allowing us to have somewhat of a cushion while we search. Please wish me luck, gang.

- Rosemary

Feb 14th, 2026

Girliepops I am so fucking tired I can't wait until we move.

- Rosemary

Feb 11th, 2026

I GOT THE APARTMENT LETS FUCKING GO GAMERS!!!

Feb 10th, 2026

I'm currently trying very hard to find a new apartment by the end of February, and every rejection just hurts me more and more, and costs more and more money that I do not have.
I feel like very hour I am inching closer and closer to my own psychological flatline, and yet I still find it in me to try harder and be kinder.
My loved ones love me, and I love them. Love is stronger.

- Rosemary

Feb 5th, 2026

I forgot that I can also just make a blog like this lmao. This rules.
I think it's really fun that game design is far easier for me when I get to write it out in html code. Also I was wearing knee-high socks at the time? Peak 90's trans woman tbh. I like to organize things as I go and I think that writing under the constraints of html really improves my ability to think and create.
I'm getting my second tattoo on Saturday for free from a guy who's practicing his craft up in Roger's Park. He said he has a bunch of insect flashes so I'm probably going to get a cool bug on my arm!

- Rosemary